Live Like We're Dying..!!

Sometimes we fall down, can't get back up
We're hiding behind skin that's too tough
How come we don't say I love you enough
Till it's to late, it's not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
And we could make a feast from these crumbs
And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you,
What would you wish you would've done

Yeah, we gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given
If this is all we got and we gotta start thinking
If every second counts on a clock that's ticking
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbye
Should be so careful who we live out our lives
So when we long for absolution,
There'll no one on the line, yeah

Yeah, we gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given
If this is all we got and we gotta start thinking
If every second counts on a clock that's ticking
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying, oh, like we're dying..

We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

You never know a good thing till it's gone
You never see a crash till it's head on
Why do we think we're right when we're dead wrong
You never know a good thing till it's gone

Yeah, we gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given
If this is all we got and we gotta start thinking
If every second counts on a clock that's ticking
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying, oh, like we're dying..

We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying..

FirefLies..!!

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

'Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude
But I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems

'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance

A foxtrot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell

But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

reminds me of someone that was special to me.. :(

SMK Labuan Upper 6 2011..!!

18.01.2011
photographing session for Upper 6 2011 SMK Labuan..

Upper 6 SMK Labuan

6AA

6AB

6AC

6AD

First Day at School..!!

its a bit weird to say this, that its first day of school!! haha..
ya, i know, others got the chance to study at universities or colleges, but me..
i'm stranded at form 6, hehe..

but its ok, no matter where you study, the only thing that matters is yourself, you hold the key to your destiny, the key that unlock many doors of opportunities..
to be honest, i still don't get it why our class is so isolated from the other upper 6 classes..
it's not man vs wild, trying to find a way back to civilisation :p

but to be fair, we rarely would be in the class anyway, as we are always away..
there's one good thing though, i didn't felt sleepy, eventhough i only slept for two hours last night, haha..
plus there's tons of work coming, ready to land in the patience corner of my heart, huhu..

:i can do it, don't try to play clever..hehe..

Just for Fun..!!

What Was Your:

1. Last beverage: plain water..

2. Last phone call: erm, my dad..

3. Last text message: kak amalina :p

4. Last song you listened to: something bout love :)

Have You Ever:

6. Dated someone twice: yes!!!!!!!!!

7. Been cheated on: yes!!!!!!!!!!

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope to both..

9. Lost someone special: yes :(

10. Been depressed: definitely..

11. Been drunk and threw up: never!!

List Three Favourite Colours:

12. red

13. blue

14. dark green

Last Year (2010) Have You:

15. Made a new friend: yap..!!

16. Fallen out of love: hmm, not sure..

17. Laughed until you cried: dont remember, hehe..

18. Met someone who changed you: em, not quite..

19. Found out who your true friends were: yes..!!

20. Found out someone was talking about you: hoho, absolutely!

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: my mom..

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them..

23. How many kids do you want to have: haha..

24. Do you have any pets: no, but there are some cats lepak-ing in the backyard..

25. Do you want to change your name: no..

26. What did you do for your last birthday: dun remember, hahaha..

27. What time did you wake up today: 10.30 am

28. What were you doing at midnight last night : watching football!!

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: finish STPM!!

30. Last time you saw your father : last year, hahaha..

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : my attitude..

32. What are you listening to right now: crush by David Archuleta..

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: noo..

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: school..!!

35. Most visited webpage: facebook, espnstar, Premier League..

36. What's your real name : Awang Ishak

37. Nicknames: wang, shako, ishak..

38. Relationship status: it's complicated..

39. Zodiac sign: Gemini
40. Male or female : Male.

41. Elementary: SK Lubok Temiang(one month), SK Bukit Kalam..

42. Middle school: beloved SMK Mutiara(05-09), currently SMK Labuan..

43. High school/college: SMK Labuan(Pre-U)..

44. Hair colour: black..

45. Long or short: short..

46. Height: 172 cm..

47. Do you have a crush on someone: ohohoho, of course..!!

48: What do you like about yourself: i'm tall, haha..

49. Piercings: no..

50. Tattoos: a definite no..!!

51. Righty or lefty: righty..

51b. Innie or outie: hah??

Firsts:

52. First surgery: not yet..

53. First piercing: never!!

54. First best friend: hmm, hehehehe..

55. First sport you joined: football..

56. First vacation: Brunei i think..

58. First pair of trainers: dun remember..

59. Eating: when i was a baby :)

60. Drinking: same..

61. I'm about to: become the fuzz?? haha..

62. Listening: hmm..

63. Waiting: that special someone, hehe..

Your Future:

64. Want kids: depends on fate..

65. Get married: ya, haha..

66. Career: engineer, huhu..if not, i want to be the Top Chef!..hahaha..

Which Is Better:

67. Lips or eyes: eyes..

68. Hugs or kisses: hugs maybe..

69. Shorter or taller: shorter is cute..haha

70. Older or younger: as long as they are matured..

71. Romantic or spontaneous: emmmm..

72.Nice stomach or nice arms: emmmmm..

73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive, haha..

74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship..

75. Trouble-maker or hesitant: both are not good, haha..

Have You Ever:

76. Kissed a stranger: no..

77. Drank hard liquor: yes, hehehe..when i was very small..

78. Lost glasses/contacts: no..

79. Sex on first date: no..

80. Broken someone's heart: yes, it broke my heart to :(

82. Been arrested: no..

83. Turned someone down: no..

84. Cried when someone died: emmm..

85. Fallen for a friend: yes!! hahaa..

Do You Believe In:

86. Yourself: not yet..

87. Miracles: sometimes..

88. Love at first sight: like at 1st sight yes!

89. Heaven: yes!

90. Santa Claus : no..

91. Kiss on the first date : no..

92. Angels: no..

Answer Truthfully:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend in 1 time: i never had a girlfriend, huhu..

95. Did you sing today: yes..but it didn't rain!

96. Ever cheated on somebody: how?? haha..

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: my entire secondary school education..haha

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be : 22 January..

99. Are you afraid of falling in love: dunno..

100. Posting this as 100 truths: yes..hehe

i tag the following:
-Ili Nurathirah-
-Amira Sazrena-
-Nur Izzah-
-Fatin Hazirah-
-Fatin Affina-
-sesiapa jak yg nk buat, hehe-

Getting Ready..!!

hello everyone, hehe..
so, its Sunday, school is around the corner, clearly in sight..haha..
honestly, am i ready for school?
the answer is a definite NO!

why is that so?
i havent completed my assignments :p
ya, i know, im quite or very lazy rather..huhu..
i dun know how upper 6 season will turn out..
the only thing that need changes is ME!
i have to change my attitude, relegate that laziness and heavy head..haha..

homeworks and assignments are the least of my worries, literally..
the fact that i have to survive a year with some human beings, which i dont get along well, its quite bothering..and given the proximity of my class to the other upper 6 classes..oo ya, im in for a rough ride..
ignoring is not the solution, as i have to met them 5 days a week!

hmm, having friends that i can trust and be there when i need them are long gone, maybe its time for being independent, huhu..which is hard, since i have never been in this situation..
i know, as long i finished my homeworks and assignments, the weight will be off my shoulders a bit..which is good..

so, tonight ill finish of my chemistry assignment as much as possible, which will be quite a relief, hope so, if i do it, hehe..
iron my clothes, prepare everything at night..
so welcome back to school..
i am not in relative comfort anymore, im in HELL ON EARTH!..
haha..